sorry if posts have you worried but by the time people start seeking help on the web its because they are desperate. also many people post on sites like these because the other posters know what we are going thru. I believe for the most part surgeries like ours are successful just some of us have bad luck. please try not to worry and know that these boards are,nt just for surgery ?,s they are also just for talking or venting or yes even sharing good news. Good luck with you surgery bella