Fustrating night, my boyfriend and I kind of a had the fight the night before in the hospital... over stupidness. I was kind of in one of mine "I'm so fustrated and sick of this moods" and it wasn't being helped by that the drugs make me extermly emotionally.... or that sicker than usuall after surgery... and now, I'm still up at 7 in the morning, we got over it, but I'm sick of feeling this helpless and so far away from what I use to be just a couple months ago...