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Title: OS - six week follow up. Aug 4
Post by: knee deep in Goo on June 17, 2006, 04:29:09 AM
Standing Xray day --  Ever get to the point you felt your leg was getting shorter and shorter. ? No pain in knee area unless trying to walk or stand. sigh sigh sigh
Title: Re: OS - six week follow up. Aug 4
Post by: knee deep in Goo on July 20, 2006, 03:11:55 AM
Is it time yet ?  crap.
Title: Re: OS - six week follow up. Aug 4
Post by: knee deep in Goo on August 01, 2006, 01:53:46 AM
Collecting my thoughts here.
pain med refill
Doctors note for handicapped parking renewal.
I guess based on Xray  Time line on knee replacement chat. I would like to get the operation done and overwith this year.
realized today that while I am doing what I need to do. others seeing me limiting my life .  Do I have a right to go over the top and bitch and moan that I cant do more at this time.  What good would that do me.  I know that I have to do this for me and me only.  Mother and father not really suppotive.  Mother in Denial. Father saying really daft things like the procedures are so new and experimental.  Shocked to hear him say that.Fighting to do what is best for me.  Parents are old and perhaps have better reasons for pushing threw pain since they are not out and about doing much.   All I know for me personally walking with out pain would be something new.  I wonder how long I been walking with pain and ignored it. 

oh Dental appointment.
Need dental appointment.  Dentist still more scarey than OS. 

Soon  Soon Soon .. I guess what will be will be.  I can only control so much. But I have full control of how I handle things.   Sure my heart is broken that this year has totally sucked.. But what I can control is how I handle things.  Fear makes you weak.  Desire makes you strong.

Tears are signs of cleansing and overcoming fear requires strength. 

Not afraid of scars or pain..  Sometimes we have to move to the beat of a different drummer.  Would have never have thought that family would want me to be afraid of an operation.   Please let me be strong for me.


Title: Re: OS - six week follow up. Aug 4
Post by: knee deep in Goo on August 04, 2006, 07:03:56 PM
I am gonna get a new knee in october.. na na na naaaa naaaaaaaaa