Jennifer,I'm sorry things are not going the way you want them to.I reviewed everything and I have some opinions. They are probably NOT what you want to hear though and I'm sure I'll get yelled at.But I really want you to succeed.Dr. S can cut everything out. But it is up to YOU to keep the scar tissue from returning. In my opinion your body produces scar tissue very fast. As fast as mine does. You did too much too fast. I know you listened to the PT people, but I think you did too much too fast. PT people are not always the best to listen too. Listen to your own body.5/17/03: you had the scar tissue cut out. You had no clunking, good ROM 152, swelling was probably due to surgery.They had you riding the bike with 0 resistance. Patella mobs, leg lifts, wall slides5/25/03: you got a cortisone shot because of swelling and redness and pain. You started having problems with patella mobsand wall slides.5/29/03: your clunking returned.5/30/03: pain returned.So withing 2 weeks your scar tissue was returning. So did mine regardless of what anybody else says. It does grow back that fast.OK, ask yourself what you were doing during those 2 weeks for the scar tissue to return. You need to scrutinize everything.A. I would not have been on the bike so soon. B. CPM and icing?C. Were you still on crutches?D. Where you doing too much too soon? Standing, sitting in a chair, not elivating?E. Was your leg elivated when not doing PT. I mean was it above your heart?I am serious here. If you are not doing PT. Then you need to be laying down with your leg elivated, icing and CPM'ing. For some reason I don't think that happened. You were in Vail by yourself, taking care of yourself. That requires you to stand.The mere fact that you were alone implies that you did too much.Do NOTHING until ALL the swelling, heat and ROM are back. When I say nothing I mean nothing. You should be laying on your back with your leg elivated and having people wait on you. I think you failed within the first couple weeks. I think it returned that fast.Yes I also think you have very little muscle at this point. This complicates things, but swelling, redness are not a product of weakness, they are a product of too much strain.6/6/04: Cortisone shot by Dr. S6/13/04: Brace from Dr. S, things are badSomewhere in here you rented space from some guy. You called it the 60 stair place. Stairs? NO, no stairs. stairs are not in the reciepe for success. stairs are in the receipe for failure.6/18/04: Another surgery. Not successful. Still clunking, pain,etc...8/18/04: Dr. S says "I just don't know how to stop it from coming back."He does an insulffation and MUA.NOTE: That's because HE doesn't stop it from coming back, YOU do. You do this by doing NOTHING TO IRRITATE THE KNEE. Don't do anything that causes swelling and pain. No standing, no sitting, no bike, no stairs, etc.... The only thing you get to do is lay down and elivate the knee.8/26/04 knee is bad again, synvisc injection.8/27/04: allergic to synvisc. knee swells9/11/04: pilates, crutches, pain, swelling and clunking.10/11/04: back in california12//3/04: Dr. S says OK to some strength training. PT tells you to bike with LOTS of resistance, Leg Press, treadmill, Step ups and Double leg squats.12/8/04: you say leg is swelling and gets hot.12/9/04 you state that you have been ring the bike and doing leg press for 2 months ( that translates to October some time)Why are you strength training if you have heat and pain? I don't care what the PT person told you. Follow the reciepe for success.Do nothing to irritate the knee until all swelling, heat pain are gone and ROM is back.You said:"3. Very tight and painful patella tendon.4. Knee is super stiff and does not move without a lot of deliberate concentration.5. Can't hold my knee up and bent at the same time. (maybe a strength issue?)6. Knee still gets super hot in the patella tendon region a couple times a day........The other curious thing is that I'm using more weights at the gym then comparable women. "If you have swelling and heat then why are you lifting weights?I would try the surgery again. I would have Dr. S cut it out. Bring somebody with you that can take care of you.All you are to do is lay down, elivate, ice, cpm, patellar mobs and ROM work. No bike, no leg lifts, no standing, no sitting in a chair.Do all of this until all swelling, heat and pain are gone. He can cut it out, but it's up to you to get it to stop reforming.Look back at where YOU think things went wrong. Don't give up. Don't ever give up. You're young and it's your life.I'm sorry if this post comes off harsh, but I really think you can beat this and I want you to look at everything and make the necessary adjustments and try again. Laurie