Right i foned and they said sorry the docs on holiday and will be back in september, so the op will be then, so im waiting 6 months for an urgent op. im so frustrated. i just cant cope with it any more, it hurts so much all the time. noone understands the kind of pain i have, mum thinks im just putting it on and told me to cycle up and sort out the horses, but i cant! i cant walk very well, limping badly, so my work sent me home and said dont come back tim next week and then only if im ok. i just dont know what to do, the pain is just o much all the time, and now ive hurt it again too im in tears with it, it just wont give in. i cant keep taking the pain meds because theyre very strong and arent doing my insides much good, plus im on a whole different planet when i take them.
how do i get my mum to understand just how much this hurts?